the life of sam (not brian)

10:40pm: long time no see everybody (except you em). sooo whats new in my life? not much i guess. I have a new job working for a bank doing business finance stuff which is boring as all hell but we dont work for fun now do we. It pays the bills which is more than i can say for the last job i had. cant complain really! It gives me flexibility until i decide just what and where my future is. fuck knows about that right now.

hmmm what else? Other than tonught (i'm at home on a saturday night) i've been out and about alot lately. Meeting alot of new people and alot of old aswell. Its always good i find except the fact i'm drinking alot more than before...its not a problem but its concerned me a bit. Thats why im have a few weeks off. Clear out the systems!

sod it...i'm off to watch a violent film. Hopefully i wont leave it as long before i write again!

regards

3:01pm: I cannot put into words just how hungover i am today. Very is an understatement!

Went out last night for some birthday celebrations with a mix of people from work and other friends. Was weird having them all in one place! Great night though. Saw undertow play another gig down the crypt...they get better every time i see them.

After that things got a little hazy and i'm still picking up the pieces of what actually went on. I havent been that drunk in years...i couldnt control anything. Walking was a chore and so was thinking!

It was great to see so many people turning out in honour of me though! I didnt think i had THAT many friends hehe.

I think (and am happy that) my next birthday excursion will be a bit less harsh on the liver. The family and I are off to the dog track in brighton for an evening of mild gambling. Its a great place, its a resaurant next to a dog track so you can eat/drink/place bets and generally have a nice evening. Looking forward to it!

8:05pm: So today was all about the pub and thinking about things. Something has to change. I havent a clue what but it does otherwise i'm just going to get deeper and deeper into the void i seem to currently be in. The mates who are usually pretty clued up on the way things are havent a clue either this time which is a first. bah! why bother.

My mate who knows my situation said to me today 'cheer up it could be worse.' and when i asked how, he simply said 'you could have your current life and be on fire aswell.' sums it up i reckon. lol

I'm too idealistic thats my problem. Cant help it though...tried to change it but i guyess the way ive lived my life prevents me from acceptance of a bad life if that makes any sense. I deserve better...those who know me know im not being arrogant there. Anyone who doesnt shouldnt be reading this :)

What can you do when the main problem in your life is also something you cant live without?

5:51pm: So yeah i vansihed for a little while. No reason really its just sometimes i really cant be arsed to write this thing or anything else for that matter.

Nothing worthwhile happens these days and nothing has changed. I'm still Big, bad, bald and a bloke, tired, bored, alone, in love, a borderline alcoholic, smoking, working at game, writing crappy lyrics but not doing anything with them, annoying everyone with my drumming on any surface, arguing with housemates and i think thats about it.

If i change any of these things i'll be sure to let you all know ;P

7:16pm: woot woot fucking woot! good news! Me and a few of the boys have got tickets to a one off gig that the presidents of the usa are playing! great news...never thought id get to see them what with them splitting. They are a top class band afterall. 'movin to the country, gonna eat alot of peaches'.....genius!!!

In other news works work, lifes life and beers beer ;)

Dont you just love it when something you thought was dead and buried gets cleared up (like a good friendship)

11:20pm: Women are the bain of my very exsistance!
So yeah the girl i was getting together with sent me a text today saying she cant handle her nutter of an ex and his family so she's on her way to spain for a few months! fucking story of my life....only this time she actually did leave the country! I told her she didnt have to worry but obviously she did anyway. Whats annoying is i really could have protected her from all that....i'm good at that. Part of me thinks she isnt going to come back.

I dont know what it is with me....i really know how to pick them. Not meaning to be arrogant, but i get girls all the fucking time. Its just the ones i really like it doesnt work out with. Usually for reasons that are out of my control. Its like someone up theres trying to tell me something like never settle down...i really want to settle down now but i'm not even sure if i know how, my lucks been so bad in the past.

Runs in the family eh sis??

6:57pm: people need to realise that what they do does effect other people around them...it doesnt matter if they say they didnt mean for it to or they think its their problem. It fucking does...and hiding from these things doesnt make it go away. I believe that people need to have a natural courtesy to others especially when they owe them. Perhaps im in the minority....but i like to know who, what where, when and why when something has happened and that particular thing has affected me. because when it has affected me it is my business. People that just leave it alone forever with no answers need to be lined up and shot...she has no idea how this had made me feel over the last month and the only way it got better is by me stopping caring. I liked caring. But i guess i wasnt worth the hassle....not seen as human or something like that. I wish i knew hell exsisted, because then i could at least take some comfort in knowing you'll one day burn there.

I really hope you read this.

6:49pm: So aparently after xmas i'm going to be trained in management at work. No official promotion or pay rise though....for now so im told. The idea that they think i'm ready for all that stuff after only a few months is very good in theory. But i cant help but worry about if im just getting played for an idiot. Lets face it, every company has someone who thinks theyre a manager, acts like a manager, does what they do....but gets none of the reward. I dont want to be that bloke. I told this to my boss and he got a bit annoyed at me as if i was taking it all for granted. So i guess that means it never crossed his mind. I cant help being pesimistic about work! With past events i think i have a right to be aswell. But hey i'll go with the flow....whats the worst that can happen? I leave....i can live with that. Im starting to think about going into full time employment after xmas anyways.


I started the book last night aswell whilst watching bruce lee on tv. Always good motivation....should have worked out myself instead! I'm also playing with the idea of doing jeet kun do aswell....its been a fair while since i did any form of fighting. In a funny way i miss it...the adreniline, the growth in strength and fitness, christ even getting hit! It might seem weird to others but to me it reminds me im still here so to speak. I've always been pretty good at fighting, might aswell do it legally! ;)

12:07am: well i've just had the worst day at work since i've started. 3 fucking people decided they were going to be ill today and leave 2 of us, yes 2 of us to run the store ALL FUCKING DAY! Have you any idea how busy it is this time of year??? If they were actually ill i wouldnt mind as much. I'd have to grin and bear it but i know for a fact that 2 of them are in perfect health. I know this because on my way home i saw them in weatherspoons having a pint. Well needless to say theyre going to be in a world of shit when they get back....if i decide to tell the boss or not.

That kind of thing has bugged me alot lately. I think it's because in my last job i used to get legitimately sick but still got the shit kicked out of me by my boss when i got back. So when people take the piss out of the system i see it as the reason alot of companies these days just assume young people are always bunking off when they call in sick. But i guess that makes me a hypocrite since i used to do alot of playing hookie back in the days aswell. I dont know.

In other news my friend has asked me to write a personal health/fitness/diet book. He reckons since i'm always helping out mates in those fields that i should put it in writing and perhaps even make some cash doing so. I have to admit i'm tempted....it'd be bloody easy to write afterall. I have the knowledge. Fuck it, maybe i'll give it a go. He said he'd help me get it all printed and professional aswell since thats what he does for a living.

Right bed time i reckon. This is a completely different entry to the one i had originally intended to write.....but i didn't want to make myself depressed before bed.

8:07pm:

I am a Gauntlet Adventurer. I strive to improve my living conditions by hoarding gold, food, and sometimes keys and potions. I love adventure, fighting, and particularly winning - especially when there's a prize at stake. I occasionally get lost inside buildings and can't find the exit. I need food badly. What Video Game Character Are You?

6:51pm: fuck it about time i updated this thing.

So whats been going on lately....hmmm....well i have a part time job working in game (a computer game shop for those who have no idea what that is). The main plus of that being i get a discount on games and consoles...result! However, It's going to make xmas suck pretty badly till i get time off.

In other news i'm not going off on my dream trip around the globe, at least not yet anyway. Funny though, the more i think about it these days, the more the idea of staying here is growing on me. At first i was dissapointed to the point of actually crying my bloody eyes out (travle and other reasons) but my friends have been pretty darn solid about it all and made me see its not the end of the world. None of my problems are. The woman problems, the travel problems, the work problems, the money problems are all seeming less hassle to me now. Whats the point in griping away when there isn't much i can do about it right now eh? i've rediscovered my 'fuck it' theory. I'm above all that crap....

It's amazing how as soon as my heart is 'broken' i get back into weight training again. More natural this time though just a load of press ups, pull ups, dips, sit ups and such. Im actually getting pretty damn hot! Can't be bad eh? The ladies are beginning to notice me again aswell....rock on!

Speaking of ladies...there's one out there who i've taken a bit of a liking to. We had something a while back and it's since been re-kindled so to speak. It's very complicated though so i'm not sure what will come of it. Only time will tell but i'm meeting her again either this weekend or next so lets play it by ear.

Oh and i'm back in action on the football field aswell.

5:31pm: Too Bloody right!

Which cult classic badass are you? by rook901
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8:27pm: First grade teacher's name: Mr Newell...nice lady too
Last word you said: beans
Last song you sang: everybody's changing by keane
Last song stuck in your head: Same as

PRESENT

What's in your CD player: Keane
What color socks are you wearing: Black ones
What's under your bed: Nothing....had a clear out
What's the weather like: Warm....suns going down
What time did you wake up today: 11am

FUTURE

Who do you want to marry: Someone who loves and understands me hopefully
Are you going to college: Not in this country
Where do you want to go: Everywhere
What is your career going to be: Who knows...
Where are you going to live: Not a clue...somewhere warm and sunny i hope
How many kids do you want: 2...boy and a girl
Where do you want your honeymoon: I dunno i'll have to talk to the wife about it when she comes along!
What kind of car will you have: Something fast and sporty

FAVORITES

your favorite god: Don't have one...perhaps that crazy elephant...he looks cool
your favorite serial killer: Strangely enough i dont have one...theyre all wankers!
your favorite body organ: The hearts good but my livers done me a few favours in the past
your favorite body part: I like everything about women...used to be an arse man though
your favorite author: Probably tom clancy though i very very rarely read
your favorite number: 4
your favorite excuse: I didnt do it!
your favorite emotion: Passion
your favorite drug: alcohol
your favorite drink: Pepsi max
your favorite place: My mind
your favorite unattainable object: Havent got one
your favorite regret: None
your favorite thing to hate: Adam Hart
your favorite paranoia: Nothing is a favourite...they all suck!
your favorite way to die: old man asleep in my bed
your favorite insecurity: My weight
your new favorite favorite: eh?
your favorite frustration: the grass is always greener

MY...

wallet: blue, quicksilver
hairbrush: dont have one
toothbrush: I have one yes...its pretty new aswell
jewelry worn daily: nothing...not even a watch
socks: black unless im playing a sport then white
pillow cover: blue
blanket: blue
coffee cup: my arsenal one!
sunglasses: need a new pair
underwear: next boxers usually though i have a couple of southpark ones too but theyre old
shoes: blue vans trainers
tattoos: 2 tribal ones on my arms
piercings: none - i think they look crap on guys

NUMBERS

Number of times I have been in love: 1
Number of times I have had my heart broken: 1
Number of hearts I have broken: 4 but i cant really speak for them
Number of boys I have kissed in my life: one...bloody spin the bottle!
Number of girls I have kissed: quite alot over the years
Number of continents I have visited: um... 1. Ill add to that soon
Number of drugs taken illegally: 3
Number of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends: 4 including 2 family members
Number of people from high school that I stayed in contact with: 8 but i only like 2 of them
Number of cd's that I own: lots but not enough
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: a few times
Number of scars on my body: quite a few but nothing too hiddeous
Number of people that have made me scared of what they could do to me physically: one when i was very young
Number of things in my past that I regret: theres no point in regrets (unless you have a time machine)

WHAT DO YOU DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
anything i want unless im compromising with someone else

WHAT ARE SOME OF YOUR FAVORITE RESTAURANTS?
Im not too big on restaurants. But italian ones are good...failing that good old burger king

ON AVERAGE, HOW MANY TIMES A WEEK OR MONTH DO YOU GO OUT TO EAT?
once

WHAT IS YOUR NATURAL SLEEPING PATTERN?
very sparse...unhealthy really

WHAT MADE YOU DECIDE TO HAVE SEX FOR THE FIRST TIME?
alcohol and being a young teenager

WERE YOU IN LOVE?
nope...perhaps thats a regret.

WHAT'S YOUR PREFERRED METHOD OF BIRTH CONTROL?
The Pill....being a bloke i would say that eh??! ;-)

HAVE YOU EVER HAD A ONE-NIGHT STAND?
Yep

HOW MANY ROOMS DOES YOUR HOUSE HAVE?
8

WHAT WOULD YOUR IDEAL LIVING ARRANGEMENT BE?
the one i'll have this september

WHAT CITY/STATE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN?
no idea...possibly california for a while at least

HAVE YOU EVER LIVED ON YOUR OWN?
no...i'd like to try it but probably never will

WHO DO YOU LIVE WITH NOW?
Wayne and burt (soon to be replaced by andy)

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...

Smiled? 2 mins ago or so
Laughed? same
Cried? cant remember
Bought something? Way too long ago
Danced? about 2 mins ago aswell..
Were sarcastic? same...it was sarcastic dancing that was very funny ;)
Talked to an ex? a week or so ago i bumped into one
Watched your favorite movie? a month ago
Had a nightmare? i never have nightmares...i always know when im dreaming so i find them rather amusing
Watched a bad movie? last night

LAST TIME FOR EVERYTHING...

Last book you read: tony adams autobiography
Last movie you saw: that shitty one i watched last night
Last song you heard: one more day by my mates' band
Last thing you had to drink: pint of water
Last thing you ate: fish and chips

DO YOU...

Smoke? yeah sadly
Do drugs? never anymore...anti-drugs after seeing what it can do to people. Even those who are just 'having some fun.' though i sometimes indulge in some pot
Have sex? Just call me reverand sam hill
Sleep with stuffed animals? nope
Live in the moment? too often
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope
Have a dream that keeps coming back? yeah
Play an instrument? yep
Believe there is life on other planets? i do
Read the newspaper? sometimes...only the sport pages though
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yeah quite a few
Believe in miracles? I think things happen that people believe are miracles
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Absolutely. when theres love...cheating ive always seen as sub-human
Consider yourself tolerant of others? absolutely not :-)
Consider love a mistake? No way
Like the taste of alcohol? too much
Believe in astrology? some of it is frighteningly accurate
Believe in magic? the romantic in me says yes.
Go to church? No
Have any secrets? Nothing that nobody else knows...im very open to the right people
Have any pets? only my pet housemate, burt ;)
Do well in school? School was a tough old time for me....did pretty well though
Go to or plan to go to college? who knows
Talk to strangers who instant message you? when im very very bored
Wear hats? haha all the time
Hate yourself? sometimes
Have an obsession? yeah we all have them i think
Have a secret crush? not a secret one
Collect anything? hangovers
Have a best friend? yes
Wish on stars? no...sometimes i look at them though
Like your handwriting? its better than i give myself credit for...its very readable anyways
Have any bad habits? doesn't everyone?
Care about looks? I have to be attracted to someone yes...but theres no such thing as ugly. Theres someone out there for everyone in that sense!
Boy/girlfriend's looks? same as above really
Friends and other people? I dont give a shit what my mates look like...most of them are ugly gits!
Believe in witches? no....people that think theyre witches need help
Believe in Satan? not in the sense that religeons portray
Believe in ghosts? yes.....seen a few aswell

5:14pm: yeah i was cool the next day. I dont know, sometimes i just need to just talk about negative crap. I find that doing it here means i can spare most of my friends the hassle...and they have their own problems...oh boy do they!

So ive decided things arnt that bad. Money isnt everything...granted its what i need to do the things i want to do, but at the end of the day i have alot more other things that people would trade all their money to have. So i'll quit whinging! I need to be pro-active and not re-active (to quote one of my old bosses) and actually do something about it...i'll find a full time job. Any ideas as to what i should do would be greatfully recieved because i have no idea ;)

2:58pm: Fucking temp work sucks, Im sick of having next to no money (JUST enough to get by), I miss the days when i could just buy things i wanted and still get through the month.

I had a pretty good plan for my life a while back and now thats gone aswell...being a mere shadow of who i used to be really fucking hurts. I know ive got so much to give but things dont seem to work for me.

I know im far from the only one who feels like this sometimes but that hardly makes it any better. Im sick of trying to be positive when i aim high and then get shot down, maybe i should just aim low?

Im sure im just having one of those days and ill be cool again tomorrow...but i fancied a rant.

and now im done. Here have a song:

fight or flight
that is the question
whats wrong is right
that is the lesson
i saw what i had when it was nearly gone
either way i turn ill always be alone

it was a decision id make
in my own time
i just hoped i wouldnt break
away from the line

sitting here
was my only confort
that you'll be here
or id be done for
i realised that my only chance was blown
and when i turned around i saw i was alone

It was a choice that i made
but i was blind
I was scared that i would break
away from the line

One things for sure is ill never forget
that one big mistake that i made
I know ill always live with that regret
into that hole in my heart i fade

4:45pm: Bloody surveys!! (liberated from breblo)
**ANGER**
1. Who did you last get angry with? A guy last saturday who was picking fights with everyone
2. What is your weapon of choice? My left arm
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? no...never
4. How about of the same sex? Yep
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? Probably Burt
6. What is your pet peeve? Violence towards women
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? depends what the person did

**SLOTH**
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? excersize
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? about 6pm when i was working nights
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't? always my dad
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? I do that alot so ive no idea
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? nope
6. When was the last time you got a good workout? wendesday
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? none

**GLUTTONY**
1. What is your over-priced yummy beverage of choice? Pepsi max
2. Meat eaters: white meat or red meat? white
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? hmmm...you know i cant remember exactly what i drunk but i spent £300
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? hahaha....no
5. Do you have an issue with your weight? id like to be a bit heavier
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? Sweets probably
7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought "Food!"? dont think so....ive never wanted to eat a baby!
**LUST**
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? i have truly lost count
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? again....lost count
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? yep...ive been cought aswell
4. Have you "done it"? ummm...yes
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? i dont really have a favourite anymore
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? hahaha yes....my ex used to live above a brothel and i was once asked if i was there for 'business' and then when i said no i was asked if i wanted to be.
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? nope ive never had to...but i have been tested.

**GREED**
1. How many credit cards do you own? o
2. What's your guilty pleasure store? probably kazaa if that counts
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? buy a house in california, start a business over there and make sure my friends and family had a bit of money aswell
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? rich....id like to be both though
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? yeah i do it all the time
6. Have you ever stolen anything? yeah
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? about 3000

**PRIDE**
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? No idea
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? my exam results probably
3. What would you like to accomplish in your life? To be successful in my chosen field and to have a family eventually
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? very!!!!
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? yeah but only when i was challenged....some people have to learn the hard way ;-)
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? dont think so but i cant remember really
7. What did you do today that you're proud of? i havent dont much today

**ENVY**
1. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces"? whats trading spaces??
2. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? if it was for a day id be Bill Gates...then after transferring all his money into my account and spending the rest of the time hitting myself i could change back to being me.
3. Have you ever been cheated on? Yes once
4. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? I wish i wasnt so pale skinned
5. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? haha....the trait that keeps your hair on your head!!
6. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? nope

11:51pm: Soooo! an update!

The work update is non-exsistant. Ive decided i have to find a full time job again now to get a regular lot of money in the bank every month. Doing temp work has its plusses but i never know how much i'll get until pretty much the day i get paid. Ideally something in security or failing that just some industrial work...something that pays well and gives me the weekend off is the goal!

The reason i did temp work in the first place was simple, I was leaving to go travelling therefore didnt need to commit to something that id end up leaving in a few months. However, things have changed a bit since. I'm still going to go travelling, just not yet. Its been put on hold for a while so me and the lovely lady i'll be going with can save some serious spondoolies (money) and bloody well do it properly. It dawned on me yesterday that the idea of pikeying it about all over the place doesnt sound that great. I want to go to clubs, see the sights and do all that crap without worrying about whether or not ill be able to afford the plane fare home. Also, i really dont want to have to live in a converted toilet ;-)

So thats the new plan. Still travel, just not september. I think the thing thats stopped me from noticing this is a good idea before is that i was worried about feeling like a cop out. Like im backing down from something but i realise im not doing that at all....just setting a different leaving date. bah! stupid pride!!

Ive also spent alot more time with my friends the last couple of weeks. Ive neglected them i suppose you could say because ive been so caught up in my own world i forgot what matters. Time away from them made me see what a bloody great bunch of blokes and ladys they are....nice one guys! Alot of them are up in northampton this week recording a new cd. Its going to be a belter judging by the new songs theyve got together. They asked me to come along but i had to say no (which they already knew) because i dont get on well with northern people...they always seem to have a hidden agenda. Not to be trusted! (hehehe....cue the nasty comments from angry northern monkeys!).

No work this week...cue the insomnia!

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6:10pm: HAHAHA!!! heres what my mate made me....

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11:04pm:

Who will you be stuck with at end of time? by chi_a_baidh
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Your sex is	MaleFemaleUndecided
Your favorite color is	RedOrangeYellowGreenBluePurpleBlackWhiteOther
You are stuck there because	you can't die
For _____ years	6
With	Oprah Winfrey. Click for pic.
He/She will think you are	God
You will	slap them across the face
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7:29pm: Ok...i feel the need to have a vent. And since theres nobody around at the moment, ill do it here.

I=Over the last few weeks ive been feeling very insecure. Not about just the one thing, about almost everything in my life. Be it about the special lady, my housemates, friends, work....bloody everything!

I have no idea why ive felt this way really...i always used to be pretty solid when it came to all that. But not right now. So someone, please, either give me a slap round the face or at least re-assure me about these things!

Those who really know me know that i change pretty often. I dont like who i am right now so i think ill go back to the me from about 5-7 months ago. I rocked back then damnit ;-) but first things first...i need to clear my head. And you thought defragmenting your hard disk took a while?? hehehe

4:36pm: Soooo another weekend out the way. One more step closer to leaving. woo!

This weekend was pretty good. Yesterday me and the 2 house-mates (were being more civil to eachother now) had what we decided to call a 'trial bbq' now the reason we called it that was to make sure i have the skills not to kill anyone else who might come over for one. it was waynes idea because me being the chef and all to have one with just us 3 there to avoid embarrasment if i managed to insinirate everything. No faith i tell ya! They were the best burgers and sausages ive had in ages if i may say so myself! and the 2 gits agreed. So were having another one with a select few mates over in a couple of weeks. I love bbq's! i love even more that the weather here is getting good anough to actually have one!

The evening came along and i decided against going out....i really should save the money. So we stayed in and watched kill bill. bloody good film that aswell...i hadnt seen it till then. Having said that about the savings, it is going very well now. Which is excellent because the more money the better of course. I just wish we were leaving now...getting bored here!

Today i havent really done much...just washing and that kind of thing. Later im off to mums for dinner. hmmm...my sisters on that date with the guy from brighton at the moment....hope its going well!

11:21pm: sooo bored...
i do have a great super-hero persona

Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero Name	Emo Kid
Super Power	Mind-Reading
Enemy	The Ex-Girlfriend
Mode Of Transportation	City Bus
Weapon	Tacos
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4:20pm:

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	seven (you rock)
your best quality is	people love to be around you
your worst quality is	you deserve better
this is because	Its who you are
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